Questions~~

Why is it that we keep on blaming others for what has happened to us?

Why is it that everything can be so nice yet so bad?

Why is it that food is delicious and the best ones can literally kill you?

WHAT IS UP WITH CHAIN LETTERS TELLING US THAT GOD SENT THAT?

Why do we keep on gaining and then losing?

Why do we love our friends but sometimes think that they don't love us back?

Why is life so complicated even though it looks so simple?

Why do people stop believing in us when we start to make sense?

Why is it that we know what is right but we keep on doing what is wrong?

...Why is it that we keep on asking questions when all we have to do is think..?

Questions always pop to my mind. They're like secretaries who keep on popping inside my head then announces the report for the day. They bug me but I can't really say I hate them.

le le le~~

Ang tagal na ng last post ko. :)

Mayroon akong nadiskubre na paraan upang matanggal mo ang lahat ng hirap na pinapasan mo. Maialis mo ang mga tinik na tumutusok sa puso mo. Ang tanging kailangan mo lang dito ay ang tulong ng lapis at papel. Kailangan mo lang ibuhos ang lahat ng saloobin mo dito. Lahat ng ayaw mong mangyari at gusto mong mangyari.

Mas mabuti na to kaysa makasakit ka pa ng iba. Kung hindi man, baka masaktan mo lang ang sarili mo kung hindi mo ito ilabas. Diba mas madali kung isulat mo na lang?

Buhay.~~

long time no entry =D

Ang hirap ng buhay pisay. Tatlong linggo palang, may Mahabang Pagsususlit na at reaction paper. Pero sa wakas, natapos na rin ang kalbaryong aming pinagdaanan at panibagong aralin nanaman ang haharap sa amin. Kung lubos kong babalikan ang mga pangyayari sa nakaraang tatlong linggo, naghirap ako at muling nahubog - nabigyan kong pansin ang aking pag-aaral bago ang lahat. Pero kung tutuusin, mas naghirap ang iba kaysa sa akin sapagkat hindi ko gasinong sinuri ang naturang mga aralin bawat araw. Inunahan ako ng katamaran sa pagbuklat ng makapal na libro. Nasa isipan ko na ang pag-aaral ngunit binigyan kong pansin ang pagsasagot sa mga Homework.

Marami pa namang oras na magaral at magsuri. Mabubuo din ako at muling mabubuhay. Maghihirap at magtatanong. Magsisipag at mahuhubog. Minsan ko lang tinahak ang mahabang daan ng buhay ng pag-aaral, ngunit ngayon, huhusayin ko ang aking utak at katawan sa pamamagitan ng muling pagbalik sa naturang daan.

...

Di ko masyadong maintindihan ang sinulat ko. Pero ang punto ko ay nakakalimutan na nating mahalin ang bansang ating tinirahan. Nabangit sa amin ng guro namin sa soc sci kung "Proud ba talaga kami maging Pinoy".

Maiisip natin, "Bakit naman Oo?" pero maiisip din natin, "bakit naman hindi?". Iba't ibang pananaw sa dahilang hindi natin alam ang panig na ating paniniwalaan.

dapat sisihin? Gov't...at syempre, ang tao. Ang taong walang ginawa kung hindi umasa, umasa, at umasa. Walang pagbabago sa pangaraw-araw na gawain, Nagaantay ng himala.

sa susunod, mga bata!

Bzz.

thre3~~

got this from julian! hahaha :P Just came from the beach.... got so dark. baah. When will I ever learn to put at least 200 SPF?! (3x application of 70 SPF :P)

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Gelo
2. Angelo
3. Gel

++ marami pang iba.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. yahiko25/yahiko`/YaH|kO-x- (the hell?!)
2. firewolf/firevvolfe/firewolfe
3. j_a_c_m_o/YACE^_^ (those were the days...damned, cursed days.)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes? it depends on my mood. I see the light!
2. my brain.without it im dead.
3. Muscles. XD

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. SKIN. baah. even skin tone? lighter skin tone? PLLEAAASE?
2. nose.
3. fat. (my face is fat. sana square :()

...[voice(sometimes.ESPECIALLY SA "RUN" NAMING VIDEO X( )]

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Filipino
2. Chinese
3. Spanish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Ghosts and white ladies and creepy faces and stuff like that. :S
2. SWARMS.
3. ...death/end-of-the-world-because-the-humans-won't-care-about-the-earth's-con-di-tion!

++porcelain dolls. creeepy.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Sleep
2. Exercise and play (either gym or aikido or both)
3. FOOD.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. boxers! :P
2. spongebob shirt + red shorts
3. 2 ring earrings :P

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Foo Fighters
2. Bamboo
3. OPM and Filipino Indie bands

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (current)
1. All My Life - Foo fighters
2. Long and Longing (walang words, piano lang :P) - Sassy Girl
3. ...Crazy for you - spongecola :P

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Humor
2. Cooperation
3. lol - lots of love :P

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I love the Earth! :P (nature adventure :P)
2. I am pessimistic. >:}
3. I love the color pink.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. nice and understanding
2. smile :)
3. ...voice :P

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Gym/Aikido!!! >:P
2. Internet
3. Fixing/Organizing things. bah. Not really a hobby, privelege >:o

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Aikido.
2. rest~
3. take a bath :P

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Biologist :P (yung mga adventure and stuff,hahaha, medyo boring?)
2. kung ano man nasa Idustrial Engineering :P
3. Scientist? (MBB)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Boracay
2. Japan
3. Places in the Philippines :P

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE: (boys/girls)
1. Vincent
2. Val :P
3. something unique..like...Zack? or an african name? :P

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Study A LOT of Martial Arts.
2. Have fun with my family. WHOLE family (titos, cousins, lolos....etc)
3. Do something really cool (consider: bungee jumping? wind surfing?)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY/GIRL (whichever you believe yourself to be):
1. I want to have a lighter skin tone + better body/health +..basta
2. I want to own a lot of phones and gadgets
3. I want to see a lot of animals

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Nothing's on my mind #-o
2. Can she be in here even though she's not a celeb?
3. ...Camille Pratts :P

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Carlo?/aikido mates?
2. zobel mates?
3. Anyone who hasn't taken the quiz yet.


...sakit ng ulo ko :P

Happy Birthday to me!~~

Birthday ko in a few mins...May 20! ahahaha. magpopost lang ako dito, para may history :P and.. mag post ng quizzes! haha :P

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people,
they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest personality
trait, and thoose you can see through should be
grateful. If they aren't already. You detest
narrow minded people, because they can't see
what's really there. Facades is not your thing
and you strive to always be who you really are.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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In your eyes, people see brightness in
everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're
so optimistic and think of everything as just a
new adverture! You're very energetic, happy,
fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be
just like you because you're a great example of
people who live life to its fullest! You don't
really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides
the whole world >.< You love to have a good
time and enjoy yourself among your friends,
family, even strangers or by yourself! However,
being so happy and energetic can also be your
downfall... Some people might see you as a
crazy person who doesn't take anything
seriously, but that's so not true! Just because
you see life better than them doesn't give them
the right to act crabby. Keep living life to
its fullest and hopefully you can drag some
other people along with you ^-^


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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ayan. Happy Birthday to me ulit :P

Save Mother Earth~~

This summer season has been terribly hot. Imagine, our temperature ranges from 37-39 deg. C! Before, in my own opinion, the temperature ranges from 30- 35 deg. C. There's this biiiiig difference between then and now :o. I just kept wondering how those street people manage to live without a shelter and without water/food for hours. Imagine if we were in their place? hoo, Torture. Wouldn't survive for 2 days. :P

Is this another sign of the Earth's next evolution, next degradation or God's retribution to the land we live in? Or maybe the earth's retribution to man - the world's greatest destroyer?

Indeed, we humans keep on injuring the Earth without even noticing it. Just the simple throwing of garbage in the sidewalk could lead to clogged drainages and then to Soil Erosion which may lead to mass destruction. What if everyone threw their garbage just about anywhere (which is actually happening right now)?

The Earth is also a part of our family since it nurtured us ever since we were born. Without the Earth, all living things would perish since the other planets are not suitable for living (for the meantime and soon to be studied). If the Earth was to be destroyed, what's next for us and the other living things? Actually, it's a shame that our race do not know what's right or wrong. The animals that we have insulted as "wild, uncontrolable beasts" are actually tame and know how to take care of the Earth. We humans use our freewill to destroy everything that comes by our way. Who's the animal now? We do have brains, right?

In my opinion, the cause of the extreme temperature is also affected by the fact that the hole in the ozone layer is getting bigger. So, more trapped heat, Greenhouse effect. Who made this possible? Us.

I maybe just one voice, but there are also lots of people out there who wants the earth to be saved. You can't really blame me if I don't like people who throw garbage anywhere, I do have a point anyway. If all of us started to throw garbage in the right place, we'll help the hardworking janitors, we'll help the Earth and we'll help ourselves as well. What we do to the earth is going to reflect back on us. If we destroy the Earth, it will destroy us. But if we show our love and respect to our planet, it'll give it back to us. :)

Give earth some hugs and show how much you care for it :)

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give Earth more *HUGS* Show how you really care :D

Get hugs of your own

Friday the 13th~~

I hate blogger pag maintenance! GRAAAAAAAAAAR.
nabura lahat ng pinaghirapan ko.
grar.

tinamad tuloy ako mag blog in full detail. hoo.

I finished cleaning my rents room!

Brownout kanina. Gave me an idea to compose a scary song in the dark + candle as the source of light + being all alone. creepy.

I just remembered (after going out of the room) na its a friday the 13th today. Magisa ako kanina sa room, composing a creepy song that is sort of related to death. The thought gives me the creeps.

My mom got us (family camera!) a Canon Ixus 5 megapix :P

julian, comment ka na dito was sa tagboard! hahaahhahahahah :P salamat. special mention! ^^

i remembered kanina, when i was composing a song while singing my heart out, di ako pinagpawisan. nung walang naman akong ginawa, i was soaked in sweat. haha. That means? ... >:)

sana hindi. (tinamad talaga ako irewrite LAHAT ng sinulat ko...bridged vers. :)) )